People don't understand.
Moving isn't easy and if somebody says it is, they are crazy!! Sometimes people don't really understand that it takes time to move on and accept. Yes, I am happy way more than sad but that still doesn't mean that I don't think of Memphis from time to time. When I think of Memphis a rush of feelings come back. Sometimes I can't even believe that I moved. It hits me sharp and fast. I moved. Some days are good and some days are bad but that doesn't mean that I am not improving. I improve every day. It takes a lot of work sometimes, to just smile but I know that the hard work pays off.
In one day I usually have a million feelings that go through my mind and heart and sometimes I can't handle them all. Nobody told me how I am suppose to feel, act, and move on through out the move. I take all the advice that I have been given to heart. Some is helpful and some is hurtful. What I do with it is up to me.
Some days I feel like punching somebody and other days I feel like showing the whole world my smile. My emotions vary from day to day. One day I could be great and the next day I could have a common case of the Memphis blues. It changes, just like life.
Life changes. Ready or not, it changes. What are you gonna do? Just sit there and let it change or are you going to hop onto the crazy ride called Life and enjoy the ride? It can be hard at times but those pure moments of happiness outshine the crappy days. The challenge is, reminding yourself of those happy moments when you feel like breaking down. It isn't easy, but it is possible.
Nobody said it would be easy, they just said it would be possible. So, I am just going to keep on plugging through. Day by day, step by step, emotion by emotion...
I can get through it and one day I will call Cincinnati my home.
Come visit us :)
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