at ease

Tonight I am at ease. I am at ease with the fact that God put me in Kentucky. I am at ease that this is my new reality and normal. I am at ease with my new surroundings. I am at ease. 


This feeling of relief can be some what tricky. In my opinion, in order to get this feeling you have to let go. As you start to let go, slowly you start to feel more at ease. You start to feel a tad bit less stress. You start to feel happy. You start to feel at home. 


I have come to the terms that letting go is good. I need to continue to do it. It will be a forever challenge but it will be well worth it. Letting go allows me to be at ease. Letting go allows me to feel like this is my home. I thought that letting go meant loosing Memphis forever but it is the complete opposite. Letting go means that you have saved all the wonderful memories and people from Memphis in your heart and have taken the first step to creating wonderful memories in Kentucky. People may not understand and they don't need to but I feel different. A good different. A different that is welcomed. 


This week my goal is to continue to smile, laugh, and let go. I feel like this is a new turning point. I am done with the sad and pain and am ready to feel at ease. So bring it on, I am ready. 


Have a great week. Hope you can find some time to relax and feel at ease :)