Wednesday, December 28, 2011

2011


Hope your Christmas was great! Our first Kentucky Christmas was defiantly one to remember and cherish! 


Well, 2011 is numbered and 2012 is approaching fast. My 2012 resolution? It is a simple one. 


I am NOT cutting Memphis out but simply just KEEPING it in my heart but in the mean time I will MOVE forward and ACCEPT this Kentucky life that I have been given. 


I am done with people telling me to move on, let go, and accept the fact that I moved. This is my life and I will move on at my own pace. I will jump when I am ready. No more suffocating myself from the people and city that I love but instead finding a balance between the two lives. Finding two spots in my heart for all the wonderful people that God has blessed me with. 


2011 was defiantly a hard year but one that I will never forget. 2012, I am ready for you. I am ready for the laugh out loud moments, the sad homesick moments, and the wonderfully amazing Kentucky moments. I am ready. 


I figured out that when you finally start listening to your heart and trusting your situation is when you can start to let go and move forward. Those are two scary things to do but they can be done and I am currently doing those things. 



I have come a long way since that 18 wheeler left my 5247 Arlington house. I have taken a butt load of steps to the ultimate goal of acceptance. Some were big steps while others were small tiny accomplishments but never the less, they were steps. 


My favorite quote:


"Take all the time you need to heal emotionally. Moving on doesn't take a day, it takes lots of little steps to be able to break free of your broken self." 


AMEN.



Hello Cincy. Hello new. Hello change. Your defiantly scary but I am learning how to take you down. I honestly, wouldn't change my Kentucky life. I have met some super sweet girls and have adapted to being a Raider. I am learning to love Kentucky :) 


Goodbye 2011, hello 2012! I am ready to smile and laugh more! I am ready to start loving Kentucky. I am ready. 


A big thank you to my sweet southern friends for being there every step of the way through this move. I couldn't do it with out you! AND a big thank you to all the sweet friends that I have met in Kentucky, you have showed me that Kentucky isn't to bad! :) I am beyond blessed with my two sets of friends.  I actually consider myself special :) 


Thank you! 


Hope your new year is filled with joy and happiness! 

No comments:

Post a Comment